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i dont have any mood to post actually . But heh, wth .
So anyways, was supposed to go for D&T this morning
but i wasnt feeling too well . pffft . besides, im always
out to study this holiday . monday had maths, tues &
thurs had tuition andand had D&T on wed . so yeahs .

But honestly, its such a bore at home . I spend my
morning lying down reading . The book was a bore
too yknoww . Plus the tv has not been on this morning .
GAHS ! kay whatever .

Kay anyways, im feeling kinda lonely now . Idk why .
Something is just bothering me . But, i've got to admit ,
its kinda hard getting what i want this days . tskkkkk .
Okay fine, i know whats been going on to me lately .
I just feel lonely thats all . No one has been msging me
since him & me broke up . GAHS ! Seriously man .
*sighs* *sniffs* Cried last night because of this bloody
reason & my friends were like "don bother crying for
one uncaring idiot" hahas ! But yeah, it really hurts me
when a guy gives me like my first kiss & all leave . wth right ?
i mean yeah, nothing lasts forever but i didnt expect it to
end very fastt .