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Greetings! My name's Artika and I'm just a typical Singaporean teenager. I will be turning 18 this October 23rd and attending Ngee Ann's School of Health Sciences (Nursing) this April. People say I'm sensitive, insecure and hard to be with. I say there's more to a person than just a third party's judgement.


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Monday, October 12, 2009 , 5:12 PM

"Love May Not be For Me, But I'd Luck To Have That Dream Again" -Anonymous

I've been having funny dreams lately. The kind that I would want it to come true.
Sometimes when you think things will go back to the way it was, you'll think again & realize that nothing in life will change.

Some of us were just meant to suffer. Qils, remember the times when you completely gave up on everything? I watched you stood up and try again. It's normal to think that a guy's one in a million during the relationship but you've realized that they're all the same after everything ended. The cycle goes on. I'm sure you'll stand up and try again one day.

One day when you meet someone better, you'll realized that you never loved any of your ex boyfriends. Never think of ending your life yet, cause he'll go on just the same with or without you. But hey, that's life.

And don't think that I'm taking my break ups lightly as well. The reason why I'm able to heal slowly is because I watched the way you deal with such things. I didn't want to let these problems ruin the rest of my life cause I know that there's more to life than just to love and it isn't worth crying for someone who doesn't care for me anymore. You told me once that it isn't my fault and that there was nothing wrong with me. It's just the guy who can't handle his life. Sometimes, I wish you would take your own advice. I wanted to be brave as you and in a way, you're my Heroine (:

Whatever it is, life doesn't change if one person leaves. Cause naturally, people come and go. So yeah. Move on bxtch! No point crying for a heartless jerk! Hahahah!

Last post till 16th. Wish me luck kaykaykay. And I totally rocked Geo today! Great.