The Author
Monday, November 9, 2009
, 2:30 PM
⇨Chapter 15 Page 17
It's really hurting when everytime you give something to a friend, you don't get anything in return. I've been digging out my savings, which is not at all a lot of money, from my piggy bank to buy presents for my friends during their Birthdays but I only received one present for my Birthday. Which reminds me, thanks Rafraf :)
I'd received a lot of wishes like 12am in the morning on that day. But after all the waiting, after all the insults and being treated like someone whose younger by a few months, a simple "Happy 15th Birthday" was all I received.
Oh, don't get me wrong. It's not that I don't appreciate the wishes. I just feel so low when I don't get much. I bought presents for some of my friends which I can barely afford. And speaking of money, I now have to pay my own bills even if it's not that expensive. And I barely have $500 in my bank account anddd I havent been depositing my Hari Raya money since last year.
So to those who have been complaining on how bad your Birthdays were, you're not alone. I was the only one among girlfys who didn't get a Birthday Bash which made me feel even more left out. And you don't have to buy me anything now anymore. Cause it'll be like a "Sympathetic Belated Birthday Present" So please, do not ask anything from me anymore. Cause I think I've done my part in giving.
To Sophia, thank you for the cute card. I've forgotten to mention it here heh. And again to Rafiqah. Did you know that my sissy used the pillow to play with her dolls? Urgh, irritating.
Okay enough complaining. I'm not trying to be a spoilt brat here. After all, nobody gets everything and life's always unfair. Get use to it Artix!
Moving on, I had school just now. Zhenghua Primary came and the Red Cross Unit collided with Girl Guides in helping to prepare the Tile Painting. The tiles were pathetically small, seriously. The first batch of students were dead yknow seriously. Andd then there was a briefing on more upcoming events. Then the second batch came. Noraini's brother was there! Zomg, they looked different. So was Fithri's brother, Syawal I think. Thenthen there was an argument among us about the match this morning. Chelsea won to Manu siaaaaaaa! I swear that was so unexpected. They were like "Alaar, Manu give chance lahh." Then I was like, "hahahah! whatever." Then out of the blue another 2 boys came up and said, "Alaaar, Arsenal still rocks lah." Then the rest of us were like, "Ahhhh, Arsenal kental lah!" Haha. Yeah, the second batch was fun.
Actually right, I don't even know why I support Chelsea. Okay fine lah, I do. And frankly, I'm not a fan. I just happen to like it cause *insert name here* supported it. And actually I prefer Liverpool but since Michael Owen moved to Manu then neh. I'm still not supporting Manu. Muahahahahahah! Anyw, I don't like soccer. I just like it when my School's Soccer Girls play. Cause Khairiyah's the goalkeeper and there's bound to be something funny that will happen. Haha! No offence.
Orite then, I've got to go. Bye!
Re-Edit!
I went to Plaza with Clover this afternoon. A few minutes after I last posted to be exact. I was friggin bored and besides, I need to go to the library. So yeah. I met her at Jelapang LRT. And we were both wearing yellow. Yellow Bellows. Haha. Okay fine, I'm lame. Moving on, we went to the library first. Nothing really interest me this time. I usually get attracted to any pink-covered books or anything with a unique tittle heh. But in the end, I only borrowed an English book and read a lot of magazines. Haha. After that we headed off to KFC. I promised myself not to eat anything but gahs! I can't help it. Temptations is it? Yeah. We were like talking about how heartbreaking hot-guys can be and that's pretty much why I don't go for the good looking ones. Not that my ex boyfriends are fugly ugly or anything but haha. Yknow what I mean. And yeah, she told me about the drama she's been through with this jerk. Bloodyhell, their all the same. Hang in there Khadijah (: Bumped into my juniors & Syaz and Aidil. Plus there were many other intersting people there who kept on starring at me. It's probably because I was starring at them first. Hehe. It was really shocking actually. I was like, "Eh, sial lah!" Oh don't get me wrong. The class tees look v familiar eh. Haha. Went off at 5.15 then went to the toilet to camwhore a bit. She was freaking insulting me man. What's wrong with my smile seyyyyyyy? Grr! Haha. Home sweet home at 5.45pm.
Yknow what? I'm really beginning to hate going for duties/tranings. I'm having sleepy & tired eyes nowadays plus my left eye has been red for the past few days. Nazirah asked me out to Jurong but I had to reject her offer cause if I go, I wouldnt have any other day to rest at home. Plus, Khalisah just asked me out to go study with the rest but again, I had to say no cause I'm having duty on that day and another CIP visit. Urgh, this sucks. On the bright side, I'll be a Staff Sergeant soon. Yay!
I think I better snooze now. Eh but before I do so, I need to play my Sissy's PSP. I'm friggin addicted to it. Oh, don't ask me what game it is. I don't want people laughing at me. Boohoo!
Goodnight.
I'd received a lot of wishes like 12am in the morning on that day. But after all the waiting, after all the insults and being treated like someone whose younger by a few months, a simple "Happy 15th Birthday" was all I received.
Oh, don't get me wrong. It's not that I don't appreciate the wishes. I just feel so low when I don't get much. I bought presents for some of my friends which I can barely afford. And speaking of money, I now have to pay my own bills even if it's not that expensive. And I barely have $500 in my bank account anddd I havent been depositing my Hari Raya money since last year.
So to those who have been complaining on how bad your Birthdays were, you're not alone. I was the only one among girlfys who didn't get a Birthday Bash which made me feel even more left out. And you don't have to buy me anything now anymore. Cause it'll be like a "Sympathetic Belated Birthday Present" So please, do not ask anything from me anymore. Cause I think I've done my part in giving.
To Sophia, thank you for the cute card. I've forgotten to mention it here heh. And again to Rafiqah. Did you know that my sissy used the pillow to play with her dolls? Urgh, irritating.
Okay enough complaining. I'm not trying to be a spoilt brat here. After all, nobody gets everything and life's always unfair. Get use to it Artix!
Moving on, I had school just now. Zhenghua Primary came and the Red Cross Unit collided with Girl Guides in helping to prepare the Tile Painting. The tiles were pathetically small, seriously. The first batch of students were dead yknow seriously. Andd then there was a briefing on more upcoming events. Then the second batch came. Noraini's brother was there! Zomg, they looked different. So was Fithri's brother, Syawal I think. Thenthen there was an argument among us about the match this morning. Chelsea won to Manu siaaaaaaa! I swear that was so unexpected. They were like "Alaar, Manu give chance lahh." Then I was like, "hahahah! whatever." Then out of the blue another 2 boys came up and said, "Alaaar, Arsenal still rocks lah." Then the rest of us were like, "Ahhhh, Arsenal kental lah!" Haha. Yeah, the second batch was fun.
Actually right, I don't even know why I support Chelsea. Okay fine lah, I do. And frankly, I'm not a fan. I just happen to like it cause *insert name here* supported it. And actually I prefer Liverpool but since Michael Owen moved to Manu then neh. I'm still not supporting Manu. Muahahahahahah! Anyw, I don't like soccer. I just like it when my School's Soccer Girls play. Cause Khairiyah's the goalkeeper and there's bound to be something funny that will happen. Haha! No offence.
Orite then, I've got to go. Bye!
I went to Plaza with Clover this afternoon. A few minutes after I last posted to be exact. I was friggin bored and besides, I need to go to the library. So yeah. I met her at Jelapang LRT. And we were both wearing yellow. Yellow Bellows. Haha. Okay fine, I'm lame. Moving on, we went to the library first. Nothing really interest me this time. I usually get attracted to any pink-covered books or anything with a unique tittle heh. But in the end, I only borrowed an English book and read a lot of magazines. Haha. After that we headed off to KFC. I promised myself not to eat anything but gahs! I can't help it. Temptations is it? Yeah. We were like talking about how heartbreaking hot-guys can be and that's pretty much why I don't go for the good looking ones. Not that my ex boyfriends are fugly ugly or anything but haha. Yknow what I mean. And yeah, she told me about the drama she's been through with this jerk. Bloodyhell, their all the same. Hang in there Khadijah (: Bumped into my juniors & Syaz and Aidil. Plus there were many other intersting people there who kept on starring at me. It's probably because I was starring at them first. Hehe. It was really shocking actually. I was like, "Eh, sial lah!" Oh don't get me wrong. The class tees look v familiar eh. Haha. Went off at 5.15 then went to the toilet to camwhore a bit. She was freaking insulting me man. What's wrong with my smile seyyyyyyy? Grr! Haha. Home sweet home at 5.45pm.
Yknow what? I'm really beginning to hate going for duties/tranings. I'm having sleepy & tired eyes nowadays plus my left eye has been red for the past few days. Nazirah asked me out to Jurong but I had to reject her offer cause if I go, I wouldnt have any other day to rest at home. Plus, Khalisah just asked me out to go study with the rest but again, I had to say no cause I'm having duty on that day and another CIP visit. Urgh, this sucks. On the bright side, I'll be a Staff Sergeant soon. Yay!
I think I better snooze now. Eh but before I do so, I need to play my Sissy's PSP. I'm friggin addicted to it. Oh, don't ask me what game it is. I don't want people laughing at me. Boohoo!
Goodnight.