The Author
Thursday, December 3, 2009
, 12:14 AM
⇨Chapter 15 Page 42
I should have told you how I felt when I still had the chance.
There was finally ups and downs in my life lately. I wasn't sure if it's a good thing cause the only problem I should have will be with my family since I'm no longer going to school and meeting other people. But sometimes I wonder, why is life so difficult?
Well, it isn't actually. For me atleast. At this age, all I got to do is focus on my future, academically. Everything else has already been provided like my school expenses and stuffs. If you must know, I'm really no good at keeping secrets. Keh, I'm sure a lot of people knows that.
I don't spill out most secrets, don't worry. It's just that sometimes when my friends do something wrong and I'm dying to give them advice I had to tell it to someone. Which would always be my mum so yeah.
Anyways, almost everybody's going through rough times now. Losing someone's trust, lying for a good reason.
People lie, to save themselves when they get in sticky situations. But why get yourself in that situation? I do lie. But unlike some people, I think about what that person is going to feel after I do so and it pretty much won't make me tell that lie to that person. Enough said about lies. I'm as imperfect as you people so yeah.
Before you loose someone's trust, take a good look in the mirror and ask yourself, "am I really a bad person" Why you may ask? Well, not everyone trusts you too. It all comes down to the same thing, imperfection.
Enough said. Who am I to judge right ? Yknow what, I really wish that I can take my own advices. HAHA. Chey, like they really work -.-
As usual, was bloghopping this afternoon. Came across a familiar blog. A skater's, to be exact, a very close friend of mine to be even clearer. Some of you might know who, some of you might not. Either way, I'm not telling whose he.
I was browsing through his photos and bloodyhell, I do miss him. I miss the way he widened his eyes whenever I called him. Oh, need I say more? Just to be even clearer, his studying at the school where my RC friends would go googoogaagaa over the HOT guys. Haha seriously.
Kay, it's 12.45am. Weirdly there's this guy who added me on MSN. Seems like a prank yknow seriously. Other than that, there were a few others too. Kkkkk, confirm prank. Nbcb.
There was finally ups and downs in my life lately. I wasn't sure if it's a good thing cause the only problem I should have will be with my family since I'm no longer going to school and meeting other people. But sometimes I wonder, why is life so difficult?
Well, it isn't actually. For me atleast. At this age, all I got to do is focus on my future, academically. Everything else has already been provided like my school expenses and stuffs. If you must know, I'm really no good at keeping secrets. Keh, I'm sure a lot of people knows that.
I don't spill out most secrets, don't worry. It's just that sometimes when my friends do something wrong and I'm dying to give them advice I had to tell it to someone. Which would always be my mum so yeah.
Anyways, almost everybody's going through rough times now. Losing someone's trust, lying for a good reason.
People lie, to save themselves when they get in sticky situations. But why get yourself in that situation? I do lie. But unlike some people, I think about what that person is going to feel after I do so and it pretty much won't make me tell that lie to that person. Enough said about lies. I'm as imperfect as you people so yeah.
Before you loose someone's trust, take a good look in the mirror and ask yourself, "am I really a bad person" Why you may ask? Well, not everyone trusts you too. It all comes down to the same thing, imperfection.
Enough said. Who am I to judge right ? Yknow what, I really wish that I can take my own advices. HAHA. Chey, like they really work -.-
As usual, was bloghopping this afternoon. Came across a familiar blog. A skater's, to be exact, a very close friend of mine to be even clearer. Some of you might know who, some of you might not. Either way, I'm not telling whose he.
I was browsing through his photos and bloodyhell, I do miss him. I miss the way he widened his eyes whenever I called him. Oh, need I say more? Just to be even clearer, his studying at the school where my RC friends would go googoogaagaa over the HOT guys. Haha seriously.
Kay, it's 12.45am. Weirdly there's this guy who added me on MSN. Seems like a prank yknow seriously. Other than that, there were a few others too. Kkkkk, confirm prank. Nbcb.