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Life's like a PE lesson. There are bound to be people who don't play fair while other stick by the rules. Similarly, mean people are everywhere and you can't help it. Everyone knows that what goes around comes around and surprisingly there are some idiotic people who are willing to wait for that day to come.

I am sick and tired of pretending to be occupied by a new circle of friends after the old ones abandoned me. There's nothing else I can do now cause I pretty much don't care what people think of the way I behave recently. Dig your ears and hear me out, if you think I'm being sensitive, put yourself in my shoes. How would you feel if someone left you alone and you know that you can't tell anyone what you're feeling inside cause you know to them, it's a small matter?

Everything's falling apart and I should have known that the rest doesn't feel the same way I do. It's either that or everyone has decided to move on. Frankly speaking, no one means a lot to me now. Whenever I tell myself that everything is going to be fine, it just became worse. For some reason, I'm beginning to act as if I don't care about others around me when I actually do. It's not about jealousy. Stop being so self obsessed with yourself cause I've got better things to be jealous about.

Life's a mysterious thing. Bad things happen during the most unexpected time of the day. Oh, all this shit reminds me of my N lvls and how unimportant some things are. BLOODYFISHMONGER.

Anywho, was watching American Idol and I really like like like this guy a lot a lot a lot! Weehoo! Skip to 1:07 if you want to :D :D