I'm really trying to be optimistic about tomorrow but somehow rather I can't. The previous N level candidates made it seem so easy to go secondary five but I now realize that they were feel as worried and nervous as I am now. Oh dear God, please give me a chance to do better next year. I don't want to end my secondary school life like this. I'll work even harder than I ever had. I won't get any distractions. I'll do anything to enter secondary five. Anything. I just need a chance to prove to everyone that I can do it. That I'm not a through train student and I'm going to secondary five, that I will continue working hard for tests and exams and that I'm doing all this for myself. Amin (: