I failed everything. Yes, everything. Except Malay to be exact. This is by far the worse exam I've ever done. I kept on asking myself what went wrong but I can't seem to figure it out. I'm pretty aware that what I've studied is not enough obviously. But I'm still pretty upset.

I really don't know how to deal with my parents' disappointment now.

Nevertheless, I feel like a failure.

Never mind that. I just need to study fucking extra long hours. Malay O levels in less than two weeks. I did exceptionally fine for my Mid Year. I hope I can do better.