What hurts the most,
was being so close .

There had never been a time in my life, when I can never be more upset . Right now, I feel like quitting everything that I've put my heart into . Just when I thought the holes in my heart were about to heal , things became worse . I just lost everything & you were my everything . These scars seemed to make me weaker instead of making it stronger like how it used to be . F*cked up, but willing to face the music .

Nazirah's Fabulous Fifteen .