What if

Inspired by 2 unknown bloggers (:

It takes time to realize, that it isn't worth crying for someone who no longer cares .
Yes, the pain, suffering & agony .
Sometimes, I'll look back & ask myself, "Did he really care/love me ?"

Brainwashed . I felt so used then . It was as if I was an experiment, a solution to your problems for awhile .
After that, you left . Just like that .
Just when I thought things were going great, our story ended .

When I got to know you were happy with someone else, I lied about everything .
My status, my feelings, my identity . When I told you the hurting lies, I didn't realize that I've cut you deep . Obviously, it didn't make me feel better too . Now we're even .

I don't see why you must lie too . You promised & said "I'll never stop loving you." Crap, you've always got me hypnotized by the sweet words you say .

Now, I still think of you once in awhile . Someday when I'm happy with someone else again, then I'll know whats love .
Surprisingly, it doesn't concerns me if you're with someone else . But knowing that you're happy, is the most nicest thing (:

Sweetheart, this would be the last time I'll be posting my feelings about you .
I wish you every happiness in the world :D

Labels: Happily Never After, Memories, Sunked., Unconsiously

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

I got the results by doing the quiz at quizbox.com . Got at Deel's blog . Its damn true sey . Especially the "Who is your true self" part .

And check this out . I got this result after doing another quiz .

Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

First things First .

Neither of my boyfriend(s) think I'm strong & independent, i think . Well how do I know ? They never tell me anything . Like daddy always say, the worst thing that can happen in a relationship is not knowing whats going on . Yeah, daddy's always right . GAHS !

Another one .

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high. Very true too !

And another

Bright and Cheerful

You are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well.

"You have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention." . HAHAHAHAHS !

Especially Girlfies & Laughing Gas(es), this is for you (:

You value your friendships: 75%
You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

:DDD

Enough of this . I'm sure you're getting tired of reading this .

Currently chatting with Fandi & doing nothing else but updating this stupid blog . Yeah, that picture's the new dp in my MSN . Its the nicest picture I've got taken with Hanim & Nadiah .

Well, Berok & Amira has gone to Malaysia & probably enjoying themselves while I rot at home with nothing to do . Its weird that I feel so weak to revise for my Footdrill Silver Accredidation but I can still type . Omg, what talking me ? It just simply means that I'm lazy . Daddy's not even pleased that I have to attend it . Well, i dont care . I'm still going . My main aim is to achieve Silver Badges this year . Yay .

Anyways, I miss Berok & Amira already . Yelah and all my friends too . GAHS !

Well, it breaks my heart to click "Publish Post" but I got to go rest . Bye !

Labels: Happily Never After