The Author
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
, 5:57 PM
⇨Fairytale
Relationships are like glass. Sometimes its better to
leave them broken then trying to hurt yourself by
putting it back together.
Why does a woman love a man ?
Note: I aint refering to those who are currently happy with their relationship, duh. & oh, inspired by another blogger (:
Is it because they seem so nice at first ? Their looks ? His heart ? The way he thinks ? Or is it just something she notices in him that makes him so different from others.
LOVE, its the closest thing we have to magic & that many people believe in but still could not tell the defination specifically. I dont understand why everybody wants it so much when all it leads to is heartache. In my case, Mr Right is always WRONG. Still, I cant stop myself from thinking about them. I just wish I could tell them how I feel.
Though ofcourse, I dont love them like how I did yesterday.
The most common advice people gave me is to "wait for the right one". Sometimes when love strike, we (or in this case I) really thought his the one.
In conclusion, it isnt my ex boyf's fault if they made me so afraid to fall in love again. I was the one who choose the path which doesnt lead me to much inner pain & agony. That way, the only cause for anything that goes wrong, would be me.
leave them broken then trying to hurt yourself by
putting it back together.
Why does a woman love a man ?
Note: I aint refering to those who are currently happy with their relationship, duh. & oh, inspired by another blogger (:
Is it because they seem so nice at first ? Their looks ? His heart ? The way he thinks ? Or is it just something she notices in him that makes him so different from others.
LOVE, its the closest thing we have to magic & that many people believe in but still could not tell the defination specifically. I dont understand why everybody wants it so much when all it leads to is heartache. In my case, Mr Right is always WRONG. Still, I cant stop myself from thinking about them. I just wish I could tell them how I feel.
Though ofcourse, I dont love them like how I did yesterday.
The most common advice people gave me is to "wait for the right one". Sometimes when love strike, we (or in this case I) really thought his the one.
In conclusion, it isnt my ex boyf's fault if they made me so afraid to fall in love again. I was the one who choose the path which doesnt lead me to much inner pain & agony. That way, the only cause for anything that goes wrong, would be me.
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Saturday, February 7, 2009
, 8:30 PM
⇨Through Memory Lane [:
Yes, I'm back & still rocking hard !
& yes, I miss my curly hair :(
Well currently chatting Azeem , updating this dead blog & reading Nazirah's post . She seem to make a big deal out of her birthday . 23 February you see . Whatever . Ha-Ha ! Not taking the initiative to update in live journal today, so yeah .
Andd what can I say ? Blogger sucks ! Kay yes, something wrong with this thingy & I had to redo everything . Lucky my posts are still here . Did a simple one though . Plus I didnt get to read any tags . Well, I doubt that no one tagged . SO yeah, continue tagging at my stupid chatbox .
Lets summarize everything shall we ?
Well, I had a POA test this week & a surprise malay test too . Wth . Just passed my POA test but still quite dissapointed though . The studying didnt really paid offf but its ok . There'll be another one next week . GAHS ! And yes still at the stage of DDG, dreaming during greography . HA-HAS ! I just cant help it despite wanting to go to the overseas trip . Yesh ! And last night was v tiring . Went off to the Zhenghua Night Cycling thing . Met Naddy's boyf there & Alicia & Karen & her friends . Yeah . So thats that . And I'm not done with my homework & I havent studied for my upcoming tests .
Just now I called everyone after tuition & the only person who called back was Amira . Yes, she finally had the initiative to do so . HAHAS ! too bad I cant go out this weekend . Tmr I'm going swimming with my family again though . Yay ! Was supposed to go with Khairiyah & Liana but Mum didnt allow me to . Shant elaborate on that .
Overall, this week was slightly better . Some issues at home but its okay . Yes, I do miss some people now . Qils & I arent talking . Again, shant elaborate on that . Wth, I still love you [: *big hugs & kisses* And there are really some people I need to talk to but those people, well change . And it doesnt seem like the right thing to do looking up to other people cause , yeah it used to be an issue to someone . 3rd party much ? Yeah, remember "I feel like a 3rd party" ? Yesyes, its somehow related to that .
I'm trying sooo bad not to regret whatever that happened in the past . Thats because nothing good has ever happened to me this few days , despite the fact that I gave Annura what she wanted making me laugh at myself at home & shower the third time that day . HA-HA ! Joking at the shower part lah ekh, berok . And I'm also currently working on my sensitivity . I really hate insults nowadays . I mean, yeah I dont mind but my friends tend to go over the limit & insult me more . Inside me will be all the swears & curse I wanted to blast & shout out in front of their faces . Still, I have to control that feeling . My friends dont seem to take me seriously nowadays . Again, I shant elaborate . This'll turn to backstabbing . So yes, I'll shush .
And I just found out that Hanim's going to Higher Nitec at ITE Clementi taking administrative course . Cheybah ! Isnt the course she wanted but I'm sure she'll be able to survive there .
Well, I'm sure that this post doesnt offend some people, finally . Since my posts are always an issue to some people like wth . As if they're a much better person than me . Why should I backstab good people right ?
& happy belated 3rd month to me ! [:
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Friday, January 30, 2009
, 8:17 PM
⇨life isnt meaningless, not just yet
To me, there is no greater courage than
the one who kisses first .
Somewhere in my phone, I found these videos . HAHS ! Presenting my most dearest friends [:
Btw, you have to tilt your head a bit :D And theres another video I wanted to display but it has one of my friends showing the finger XD
Well, let me make a recap . On the 28th it was a day with Norliana . We went to Greenridge & back to school & back to Greenridge again . Well, just for the sake of *insert name here* SHHH ! And yeah, it was fun going out with ODAC . ODACACACACAC ! HAHAS !
And today, it was a too good to be true day . Obviously something good at first & super hurting thing happened . Didnt stayed emo shit for long . Besides , it hurts so much that i couldn't cry & it really irritates me when my friends keep on saying "Dont cry Dont cry"when I cant . But I understand, they're just trying to comfort me . Told you they've always got my back . Well, they may not be the friends worth fighting for but still thankful to have such people in my life .
Oh ! And a funny thing happened just now . During assembly, Mr Sng told all the girls in my class to stand behind & tie up our hairs . HA-HA ! ALl of us were pointing at Syazana . Well, she was too panicked to even bother . Well, better all of us than only one person . When we came back in our rows Norliana were laughing at us & she said 'Artika samer jer' Hahas ! Diam . Had my fringe clipped up all the way to the back you see . Just to play safe & I didn't need to impress anyone . *Clears throat*
For today's training was ok . More superb than usual despite the scoldings . Lolatics . The intake was 9 including a guy . Solleh was happy . HAHAHS ! Well, better 9 than 0 . Rightright ?
But overall I was quite disappointed with myself . I'm starting to be at a stage where I'm facing a lot of expected craps right now till I cant focus on lessons & forgetting to bring worksheets . I remember homeworks though . I'm thinking of going counseling but mum was giving me 'the look' . Yknowyknow . Well, I hope next week would be better .
Take Care All ! Byeeeee ! :D
P/S My latest top :D
To whom it may concern,
I never had any intention on ending our friendship . Knowing you for 3 months now has made me realize that there is such thing as a 'listening ear' . And you were never the reason why my friends & I are drifting . I know you never thought so but thats what I think . I didnt mind a friend who knows you first before me made you her first priority & I didnt mind not having one too . No one could blame you for being a caring person neither can any human make me stop me from being friends with you . Sometimes, I really do feel like a third party . Yes, you may hate me for writing this here but it's the only way I could tell you after what you've heard about me from someone . in other words, thanks for everything [:
the one who kisses first .
Somewhere in my phone, I found these videos . HAHS ! Presenting my most dearest friends [:
Btw, you have to tilt your head a bit :D And theres another video I wanted to display but it has one of my friends showing the finger XD
Well, let me make a recap . On the 28th it was a day with Norliana . We went to Greenridge & back to school & back to Greenridge again . Well, just for the sake of *insert name here* SHHH ! And yeah, it was fun going out with ODAC . ODACACACACAC ! HAHAS !
And today, it was a too good to be true day . Obviously something good at first & super hurting thing happened . Didnt stayed emo shit for long . Besides , it hurts so much that i couldn't cry & it really irritates me when my friends keep on saying "Dont cry Dont cry"when I cant . But I understand, they're just trying to comfort me . Told you they've always got my back . Well, they may not be the friends worth fighting for but still thankful to have such people in my life .
Oh ! And a funny thing happened just now . During assembly, Mr Sng told all the girls in my class to stand behind & tie up our hairs . HA-HA ! ALl of us were pointing at Syazana . Well, she was too panicked to even bother . Well, better all of us than only one person . When we came back in our rows Norliana were laughing at us & she said 'Artika samer jer' Hahas ! Diam . Had my fringe clipped up all the way to the back you see . Just to play safe & I didn't need to impress anyone . *Clears throat*
For today's training was ok . More superb than usual despite the scoldings . Lolatics . The intake was 9 including a guy . Solleh was happy . HAHAHS ! Well, better 9 than 0 . Rightright ?
But overall I was quite disappointed with myself . I'm starting to be at a stage where I'm facing a lot of expected craps right now till I cant focus on lessons & forgetting to bring worksheets . I remember homeworks though . I'm thinking of going counseling but mum was giving me 'the look' . Yknowyknow . Well, I hope next week would be better .
Take Care All ! Byeeeee ! :D
P/S My latest top :D
To whom it may concern,
I never had any intention on ending our friendship . Knowing you for 3 months now has made me realize that there is such thing as a 'listening ear' . And you were never the reason why my friends & I are drifting . I know you never thought so but thats what I think . I didnt mind a friend who knows you first before me made you her first priority & I didnt mind not having one too . No one could blame you for being a caring person neither can any human make me stop me from being friends with you . Sometimes, I really do feel like a third party . Yes, you may hate me for writing this here but it's the only way I could tell you after what you've heard about me from someone . in other words, thanks for everything [:
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