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Greetings! My name's Artika and I'm just a typical Singaporean teenager. I will be turning 18 this October 23rd and attending Ngee Ann's School of Health Sciences (Nursing) this April. People say I'm sensitive, insecure and hard to be with. I say there's more to a person than just a third party's judgement.


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Tuesday, June 2, 2009 , 1:34 PM

Kay before Nazirah nags at me (again) & say "ekh, you put your photo of you & your boyfriend but never put photo of us uh!" I better upload it now.



I'm feeling really left-out but at least I'm not the only one. And I'm sure Amira & Nazirah knows what I'm talking about cause we've discuss about this matter before.

I really hate 3rd parties. Hate it hate it hate it! Things were going so well between me & girlfies before some life ruin-ers came along like wth? I mean, those/that person/people seemed really nice at first. They are really nice, really. But we've been friends for like 3 years & I'm sure yall know how it feels like when someone else gets invited into a gathering and tries to "steal" one person away from a group. Its fucking irritating I tell you!
I'm not saying that my friends cant make other friends but. Gosh, its sooo hard to explain it with words but try to understand me kay?

This/these person/people I'm referring to are/is seriously nice people/person. But sometimes when theres an argument among us, this/these person/people will like interfere and thats the irritating part cause she'll (obviously its a girl) choose the side where her friend is even though she is totally in the wrong and will make her stay away from the rest of us.
Yes, its fucking true & this fucking thing really did happen only Nazirah & I noticed.

Fine whatever, I'll just jump to conclusions.
Next time when we go out, don't blame us for not inviting you cause we always do & its just that you choose not to because you'd rather go out with someone else. Alright, we've been very insulting (especially me) but hey, have you been insulting us too? You said people change right? Now I definitely realize what change really is.

Now, I dont really care if you go elsewhere with your friend. Cause I know I've got mine & other things to worry about.
Dont get offended please. I dont know about the rest of us but I've been dying to tell you this but I know you wouldn't listen.
Oh, Whatever Whatever Whatever. Obviously I dont want this stupid post to ruin your friendship with her or our friendship (whatever you may call it now but this seriously is not the friendship we used to have like last time). Wait, people change. Remember?

Yeah, I know. Artika's so immature. Before you open your big fuck mouth, know the story first.
Goodnight Unholy Ass wipes !

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Thursday, May 28, 2009 , 3:20 PM

12345678910 days ago when I still had my extensions on :)

Loneliness knows everything I keep inside.

Today was indeed the best day of the week! Why you may ask?

EAGLE CROWNED CHAMPION!

I'm feeling stunned/happy/surprise! Veryyyyyyyyy! I mean like after the remorse and getting last during Sports Day, I didnt thought that we could win. I mean Heron was confident and all then but now, omfg! So yeah. The B division group champions were from Eagle too! Baek per? Surprisingly the neighbouring schools werent there. There are runners from Regent, Assumption, Jurong, Chestnut Drive and anotehr Assumption school but idk what. Obviously they only send in competitors from their Track and Field CCA.

So yeah, here are the results for the C division.

C Boys-
1st place Jurong, 2nd place Assumption English, 3rd place Regent
C girls-
1st place Regent, 2nd place Jurong, 3rd place Zhenghua.

B Boys-
1st place Aaroson, 2nd place Fithri.
B Girls-
1st place Zalilah.
From Eagle lah duh.

Overall Girls Champions: Eagle
Overall Boys Champions: Hawk
Which sums up to Eagle being the overall champion! YAY!

Nazirah's got 9th place, Khairiyah's got 10th and Norliana 15th.
Shocking right? I didnt know Norliana can run that fast. Anyway, next year's gonna be the last year for us. They better be participating. Gawdd, I'm still glad that Eagle's finally rising up since getting last position for the past few years.

Alright enough about Cross-Country. Tomorrow's the release of our Mid-Year Results. Jengjengjengg! So yeah, I dont have to attend the meet the parents thing. Which is a good thing cause thats for those who failed 3/4 more subjects. A very little chance that I'll pass Combined Humanities. A Maths & Combined Science ? HAHAH. No hope siaaaa.

Time Check: 8.29pm
I'm not online kay? I just posted on my picture blog so yeah, do check it.

Well, I hatehatehateeeeeee my life now.

I'm still not very much satisfied with the fact that Adam Lambert didnt win the American Idol. I mean, both of the contestants dont have nice vocals like the previous seasons Idols but Adam Lambert is muchmuch better than Kris Allen. Just because his a homosexual he didnt win like what the hell? Same fate as Clay Aiken is it not?

Australia trip, cancelled. A barbeque will be replaced but only 8 students vote so there wont be anything to replace the 6 days worth going to Melbourne. A BBQ is better than nothing right like wth?

I stupidly sync-ed my iPod here instead of sync-ing it at my laptop where my songs are still there and there arent any at my PC since my dad restarted the whole thing. So, I had to copy songs form my phone into the desktop then sync it into my iPod and theres less than 100 songs now. So yeah, for those planning to buy an iPod, dont! Seriously man.

I downloaded some videos from YouTube and yeah, it was a success but it wasnt the right format for my iPod. Dowloaded the Video Converter, stupidly converted into the MP3 format. Instead of getting videos, I get songs instead. Urgh.

As mentioned, bill exploded. Hence, no one called=boredom!

Andandandd I really hate it when I have to bloghop to other people's blog and make sure i wont be posting a topic same as them. Argh. I've got a bad name for copying people is it? Fuckkkkk you people! I never copied kay? Homeworks dont count. I write whatever alright? My blog, My Say remember? Aaaaaaaaaaaaah! Whatever lah. I dont care what you guys write/think about me anymore.
As far as I'm concern, I dont hate anyone now. Well, except for that girl who ruined my life and made me argue with my boyfriend last year. Dont say that I'm accusing anybody cause its damn true I tell you! I pretty sure I've got haters but screw them. I dont need this sorta people in my life. Theres more important things in life then to entertain & listen to them critisize/bitch/gossip/backstab me all the time.

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Wednesday, May 27, 2009 , 3:51 PM

“I would rather you hate me for telling you the truth than you love me for telling you lies”
I found this at Vertyno's blog & since he hasnt got any tagboard and is not online, I'll credit it here instead. Deep right? *sniffs*
The exact words that would describe my current situation but i shant elaborate.

As promised, an explanation to yesterday's fun day after school.

Alright after school, we played the most lamest & outdated card game, UNO -.-"
Nazirah lost. HAH! :D

Camwhored like mad in school for Azlina's Art Club project thing. Went home with the usual Girlfies & my other girlfriends and finally things are going back to normal. It was raining and as usual Norliana was looking at the ground and watching out for worms. I kept on blowing the whistle and Nazirah made those hand movements for the "worms" to make way for Norliana. Well, there isnt any worms really. So yeah, reached greenridge and we saw 3 greenridge secondary boys walking past us. Nazirah dared me to b low the whistle at them. Well, I did but after they passed us. Then they were making the "oyoyoyoyoy" noises at us and then we were all laughing. As I was laughing like mad, mommy was in front of me! HAHAHAH! Kekek sey. Khairiyah was like "Cik, anak cik sakit ekh?" then my mom was like "Oh yar! You didnt eat your antibiotics this morning huh?" :| Girlfriends were all laughing at me. Hahahah! Bought Strawberry Milkshake which was recomended by Khalisa and it really tasted yummy. Went to wait for the others at Pondok. When they arrived, we went home and I laughed so much I almost chocked on my pearl. HAHAHAH. yes, I wish days like this wont have to end so quickly.

So yeah reached home, bathed went to the meeting & dont be surprise that Melbourne trip is cancelled. Yup, it is but the teachers said there'll be a post-poned and going other places. Well, better treatment than the students who were going to the Indonesia trip I must say.

And I hate myself right now. Im being so random lately. I promise I'll fix myself up soon. Till then, i'll still be loving every single person who never fails to make me smile (:

& girlfies, I had Swensens just now while you guys rot in school. Niceeeeeeeee! HAHAH!

Yeap, I had Swensens just now. Salmon & Mushroom bake rice. Niceeeeeee lahseyyyyyyyyyy! Only idiots hate Salmon. LOLOLOL. I mean its something I eat every 2 weeks so yeah, its vvv rare in my family.

Went back, saw Mervyn & his new clan at Bukit Panjang. Reached home around 2pm and then got online. Blogged, then bloghopped awhile. Logged off, logged in back, chat with Norliana logged off. Logged back in & now here I am blogging again -.-"
How funny I can be sometimes. I even laugh at myself.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx. I did this already I think. Here are the results!

Quiz 1

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Quiz 2

Here is the analysis:

  1. You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
  2. You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
  3. You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
  4. Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
  5. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.
Quiz 3

Here is the analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

Quiz 4

Bright and Cheerful

You are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well.

Quiz 5

You value your friendships: 60%

You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

So thats that. I'm starving! Bye!

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