The Author
Thursday, March 19, 2009
, 8:34 PM
⇨for always/temporary ?
Inspired by 2 unknown bloggers (:
It takes time to realize, that it isn't worth crying for someone who no longer cares .
Yes, the pain, suffering & agony .
Sometimes, I'll look back & ask myself, "Did he really care/love me ?"
Brainwashed . I felt so used then . It was as if I was an experiment, a solution to your problems for awhile .
After that, you left . Just like that .
Just when I thought things were going great, our story ended .
When I got to know you were happy with someone else, I lied about everything .
My status, my feelings, my identity . When I told you the hurting lies, I didn't realize that I've cut you deep . Obviously, it didn't make me feel better too . Now we're even .
I don't see why you must lie too . You promised & said "I'll never stop loving you." Crap, you've always got me hypnotized by the sweet words you say .
Now, I still think of you once in awhile . Someday when I'm happy with someone else again, then I'll know whats love .
Surprisingly, it doesn't concerns me if you're with someone else . But knowing that you're happy, is the most nicest thing (:
Sweetheart, this would be the last time I'll be posting my feelings about you .
I wish you every happiness in the world :D
It takes time to realize, that it isn't worth crying for someone who no longer cares .
Yes, the pain, suffering & agony .
Sometimes, I'll look back & ask myself, "Did he really care/love me ?"
Brainwashed . I felt so used then . It was as if I was an experiment, a solution to your problems for awhile .
After that, you left . Just like that .
Just when I thought things were going great, our story ended .
When I got to know you were happy with someone else, I lied about everything .
My status, my feelings, my identity . When I told you the hurting lies, I didn't realize that I've cut you deep . Obviously, it didn't make me feel better too . Now we're even .
I don't see why you must lie too . You promised & said "I'll never stop loving you." Crap, you've always got me hypnotized by the sweet words you say .
Now, I still think of you once in awhile . Someday when I'm happy with someone else again, then I'll know whats love .
Surprisingly, it doesn't concerns me if you're with someone else . But knowing that you're happy, is the most nicest thing (:
Sweetheart, this would be the last time I'll be posting my feelings about you .
I wish you every happiness in the world :D
Labels: Happily Never After, Memories, Sunked., Unconsiously