The Author
Thursday, March 19, 2009
, 8:34 PM
⇨for always/temporary ?
Inspired by 2 unknown bloggers (:
It takes time to realize, that it isn't worth crying for someone who no longer cares .
Yes, the pain, suffering & agony .
Sometimes, I'll look back & ask myself, "Did he really care/love me ?"
Brainwashed . I felt so used then . It was as if I was an experiment, a solution to your problems for awhile .
After that, you left . Just like that .
Just when I thought things were going great, our story ended .
When I got to know you were happy with someone else, I lied about everything .
My status, my feelings, my identity . When I told you the hurting lies, I didn't realize that I've cut you deep . Obviously, it didn't make me feel better too . Now we're even .
I don't see why you must lie too . You promised & said "I'll never stop loving you." Crap, you've always got me hypnotized by the sweet words you say .
Now, I still think of you once in awhile . Someday when I'm happy with someone else again, then I'll know whats love .
Surprisingly, it doesn't concerns me if you're with someone else . But knowing that you're happy, is the most nicest thing (:
Sweetheart, this would be the last time I'll be posting my feelings about you .
I wish you every happiness in the world :D
It takes time to realize, that it isn't worth crying for someone who no longer cares .
Yes, the pain, suffering & agony .
Sometimes, I'll look back & ask myself, "Did he really care/love me ?"
Brainwashed . I felt so used then . It was as if I was an experiment, a solution to your problems for awhile .
After that, you left . Just like that .
Just when I thought things were going great, our story ended .
When I got to know you were happy with someone else, I lied about everything .
My status, my feelings, my identity . When I told you the hurting lies, I didn't realize that I've cut you deep . Obviously, it didn't make me feel better too . Now we're even .
I don't see why you must lie too . You promised & said "I'll never stop loving you." Crap, you've always got me hypnotized by the sweet words you say .
Now, I still think of you once in awhile . Someday when I'm happy with someone else again, then I'll know whats love .
Surprisingly, it doesn't concerns me if you're with someone else . But knowing that you're happy, is the most nicest thing (:
Sweetheart, this would be the last time I'll be posting my feelings about you .
I wish you every happiness in the world :D
Labels: Happily Never After, Memories, Sunked., Unconsiously
Friday, March 13, 2009
, 6:09 PM
⇨shake it
The right one, who always seems so wrong .
Sports Day was really a rocking one this year . Congrats to Heron for winning, again . Wtv, *rolls eyes*. HAHAS ! Joking . We got third for cheerleading . Wasnt worth the effort especially after getting 32/100 for A Maths & still concentrating more on the dance . Atleast its better than nothing . Plus Heron deserved it (: Hawk got 2nd & they looked HAWT ! Good job ekh korang ;D
After that I headed off to lot one with the soccer girls . I feel very awkward being around them but their very fun people :D Ate lunch at Pastamania which was on Azie & Berok . Thanks ekh . If I'd known earlier, I'd choose a more delicious & expensive meal *evil laughs* Thanks ekh . Walkwalk, blahblah . Didnt buy anything though . I was super exhausted & my migrane came back so i decided to back out from Arts Festival auditions tmr . So yeah .
Currently doing updating this stupid post . Yeah, the picture was taken by Azlina during the preparation for the cheerleading, thingy . People said I look cute & I was like "I Know !" HEHEHEHE . But no, I wont let down my fringe . I'll still pin it up . Irritating lah my fringe .
Plus Amira & Berok are going off to idk where this evening . Lucky . Bye !
Labels: Sports Day., Sunked.
Saturday, March 7, 2009
, 7:45 PM
⇨unmistakable.
Its been a long time, since my phone rung, & you've been on that line.
hows this ? should i wear this for the Arts Festival ? Oh, dont worry about th top . It looks tight cause I obviously gained weight . GAHS ! What do you expect ? This was like, pffft . 3 years ago, i think . Yeah, i know . Usually people as teensy-weensy-tiny like Nazirah & Erlyyana have no problem wearing their clothes after afew years . Smallest & one of the oldest in class . Ehems, back to the costume thingy . I'll wear a black top & buy a white tie :D Cannnn ? I need opinions (: Oh, while Adek wears a white top & black skinnies/jeans :D Yeah, it'll do .
Currently chatting with Berok & hoping xo she could get the song for the Arts Festival's audition . 3rd try & i never made it to the finals like wth, i hate judges . In sec 1 , me & some friends danced to the song "Buttons-PCD" & the judges were like "PCD is sexy & you're not sexy" . We were like cursing them at Plaza Singapura after that . Yes, we can be very mean people sometimes . Last year auditions were held at AES so its very near by & we still had time to rehearse . It was a singing group, thing, with my seniors Saharah, Julaihah & Diana with Wena & Me to the song, "If I Let You Go-Westlife" Not bad lah . We only rehearsed for 3 days straight away after camp . This year, we havent even started !!! This is bad . Well, she's got heats & we both got cheerleading . SHITZXZXZXZXZX !
Moving on, my day was a bore . Tuition was , yeah B O R I N G !
Note to self : Always bring food to her class . You'll always get hungry when you reach Question 15 (:
I'll be changing to another tutor , private tutor . Yay.
Goodnight & Goodbye all !
Labels: Sunked.